* Digimon Fan Fiction *

My name is Starlight, I'm 12 and I'm a girl. Do you like my name? Don't be afraid to hurt my feelings, their already damaged. Do you know what its like to be a girl? Well if you're a girl then yes but if you are a boy, count yourself lucky! Its bloody awful being a girl, how come we have to do everything? Give birth? Carry kids? Go threw all that pain and annoyment when you wanna go swimming but your period gets in the way. Still, enough moaning. I guess i have to put up with my life and just remember, lifes a bi*ch so get over it. Worst luck, i've gotta go to school now. Damn it! Damn it! DAMN IT!

Damn it! These stupid humans keep staring at me. And they wander why I throw fire in their faces? I mean all that snogging, in a public place, give me a break. Oh by the way I'm Impmon incase you wandered but i bet you didn't. I'm not anything except some walking talking data. What a life huh? I can't even digivole. Any digimon thats a Digimon can digivole except me. Worst luck. Damn it, here comes that stupid Renamon. What does she want? Oh god she's seen me, she's coming to talk to me. She's such a cow and she keeps sticking her big nose into things that haven't got anything to do with her. Oh great. Well I better get ready for another, 'why don't you want a tamer?' lecture. Why would I want a tamer? I mean all they do is slash some cardboard cards through a stupid digivice until your strong enough to digivole. Well, the only good thing about a tamer is, that I could digivole. But no one wants to be with me, i'm not cute enough! They all like that bloody annoying Calumon. I've got big green eyes and I'm small yet those stupid girly girls think a thing half my size is cute. Oh who gives a toss. Stupid humans, stupid Calumon, stupid cute, stupid Renamon, stupid digivoling, STUPID LIFE!

I'm walking to school at this time, great. What have i got today? English, Maths, History and Art. Oh what a thrilling day. What a thrilling life. I i really should stop moping in self pitty. Na. It's easier to moan about life. My mum and dad think i'm just fishing for compliments. I'm not. I don't want their stupid pitty. I don't need anyone in my life. I've often thought about running away when I was a kid, you know, when you pack your bag and yell, 'I'm running away from home now. Bye.' And go and sit in the front garden? Well this time i really mean it. I'm gonna do the first half of boring school and then come home for lunch. Pack me bags and go. Oh no, the bells gone 15 minutes ago. Oh well. Who cares. Mrs Hall cares. 'WHY ARE YOU SO LATE!' Stupid woman.

That Renamon is still walking over to me, for god sake why doesn't she just get lost? She never seems to get it that I hate her. When I first met her I tried to be nice but she had no sence of humor at all and so I've given up on her. She's to serious for my liking. Not that I need anyone. Oh god, go away. 'Hello Impmon.' 'What do you want?' 'I came to talk.' 'Goodie.' 'Well you could sound a little more happy to see me.' 'Oh I would, if i was.' She seems to get the picture but then she started. 'You know you'd be a lot more happier if you had a tamer.' I felt my fists clench and my teeth grind together. I glared at her and then she started on about her tamer. 'Rika is really nice. You'd love her.' I was so annoyed all I could do was grunt. 'You'd never be alone if you...' 'DON'T YOU GET IT? I WANT TO BE ALONE!' 'But..' 'ARE YOU DEAF! I WANT TO BE ALONE!' 'Impmon i...' 'GET LOST!' She looked sorry for me and I snarled at her. 'GET LOST!' She vanished. Why can't everyone just leave me alone? I want to be alone, isn't anyone smart enough to realise that? Are you still here? Everyone does include you, get lost. Are you stupid, GO AWAY!

Its lunch and I'm going home. I'm packing my bags, my clothes, crisps and coke, chocolate and some staionary. There thats about enough. I'm ready to go? Should I leave a note? No don't be stupid. Your're running away not going down town. Just get your stuff and move. So I do. I run down the stairs and walk down the street. No one gives a damn I'm not in school when the bells chime 1:00. And as I'm passing the church yard, looking around the graves and thinking of how the people died when I saw someone who wasn't human. He looked lonely. Like me. His purple head was hung and his chin was resting on his chin. He looks ever so depressed, maybe even more than me. Maybe I should go and see if he's ok. Well he looks like he wants to be alone but, I know what it feels to be alone. Its not nice. I'll just go have a talk.

Are you still here? Oh whatever, your not hurting me. I'm in the grave yeard at the moment, gloomy and mourning. The grave yard was the most depressing place I can think of. It was empty but now i see someone standing under a wet willow tree. She's a human. Her black hair is hanging over her face and her hands hidden in a hoody. She has lots of black makeup but her eyes are red. She's staring at me. I stare back. Is she upset? Well of course she is. Oh who cares. Wait, It looks like she's coming over. What does she want? She looks harmless, I'll give her a chance to speak.

As i walk over to him, he starts to stare harder, looking at my red eyes. I see he's got wet eyes. I step up to him and we stand silent for a while. Then i broke the silence. 'Hi.' 'All right.' 'Who are you?' 'Impmon.' 'I'm Starlight.' I expected a smirk but he just smiled a little. 'Nice name.' He sounded serious! 'Are you all right?' He asked. 'Fine. You?' 'Umm.' He mumbles. He doesn't make eye contact. 'Well I'll see you around.' I say. 'Bye. See you around.' I nod and walk off. He's still staring.

She seemed nice enough. She keeps staring at me. We have a little chat, her name is Starlight. I think she was expecting a laugh when she said her name, but I like it. Its unusual. Like me. One of a kind. Shes one of a kind, I mean she's more upset than me. Wow! Still, now she is going away, I said I'd see her around, and I will. She's nice. I like her. All right. Life is no longer 100% the pits, its 99% awful and 1% is nice. Starlight made a little bit of me feel special just for a little while.

Not gonna say much but this: Stupid school, stupid family, stupid life, nice Impmon.